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Memories were fine,couldn't touch them
smell them,or hold them.
never same as the moment had been,
and they fade with time.
Confessions.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 1:04 PM


I have been thinking & thinking.
Was it you or is it you that really matters?
Or is it that little him in you?
Or the part of you that is in him?
Mess it,eff. This is what you got,now.
Sighs.

Yesterday night was a torture.
Crying & screaming in pain.
Ok,not actually screaming but i 'screamed' in pain.
If you get what i meant. The stomach of mine.
Its killing me day by day.
Painkillers after painkillers but none works.
What exactly is wrong with you,stomach?!! =/
I hate to take medicines every single day.
& i hate to be lying down sick & not going out.
I hate it when you have to hurt me,
when im already hurt. Booo!

But now I'm starting to wonder.
Did I let myself fall for him,
just to forget about you?
Sighs.

Oh dear god,bless me with good health.
Get me well soon.
I wanna laugh & scream happily enough,again.
Bring my laughters back.
& you,i hate you for doing this to me.
I hate you for not understanding my needs.
& i hate you forever if you continue like this.
I swear,i don't wanna leave you.
But if you keep breaking my heart,
i will have to.
Im sick of holding on.

lovee;
EFF.

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yours truly;

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madee's babygirl,
you can call me;eff.

reading,writing,screaming,heels,sun,rain,snow.
gossip girl,books,tweeting,procrastinating,love.

♥ MADEE;


The say people come and go.
But the truth is, no one really disappears from your life.
People never really leave, their roles just change.


effcullenbass.



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