Have you ever wake up?
Wake up to a day feeling unsafe & insecure?
A feeling that can never never fade in time.
The feeling that just stayed.
Felt like giving up.
A feeling of not wanting to be home.
You have never understand how we feel.
You can never be us.
Give it a thought,someday.
See what you've got to see.
I cannot take it,anymore. What more them?
I feel like giving up. But,they matter to me.
My blood,my life.
Even if i feel like ending my life.
I have to stay strong,for them.
I have to be even if they cannot see.
Every night i cry.
Cried to all your doings.
Thank you. You showed me enough.
& dearest,
thank you for wanting to be there.
At times where i need you the most.
But,just so you know.
You needn't be. Because i said so.
It may be unfair to you.
But,it's utmost unfair to me.
In this state that's happening.
I don't want you to be harm nor humiliated.
I'm sorry,love.
But,you're always loved.
& NOT FORGETTING.
toooo:
IDA & AMIR.
Happy 1 year & 2 months.
Even whatever happens,stay happy.
Keep it going,my close friends.
I miss you guys.
Stay happy alright! (:
muchh lovvee;
EFF.
