& no one has ever told me,
that it would be as difficult as this.
Going through,making it through.
What's the difference,anyway?
Oh,bother!
It's life you're angry at.
People leave. Period.
They move on;
they get sick; they die.
That's life, darling.
That's life.
But if you let that stop you from living,
then what is the point of it all?
& today,i decided to skip school again.
Yeaap,eff absent herself from school.
Too bad she hasn't got a debarment letter.
Or it will be soon enough,soon.
Spending quality time with dear little brother.
Before i ever got to see him,for at least 2 days a week.
The boy whom i don't mind rushing after school.
To either spend time with,
or just playing around.
Yes,i'm gonna miss that little boy.
Frigging irritating but i love him.
Why do people have to be so cruel?
Sigh.
Sometimes when you look back & see,
what's the difference in life?
Having no one to confide in.
Well,maybe some pillars of my life.
But,you know? People come & go.
Especially friends. I'm through with it.
Totally!
From everything that i have to go through,
till now.
Yes,people moved on.
This is life.
But,still. Have they ever looked back & see?
The point in life is to live with what you got and be happy with it.
To just live for the fun and living of it!
It's a gift, why would we throw it away?
& Hidayah,
imissyou too.
You know,you don't have to run away.
I'll always be here,waiting.
Waiting for your calls & text messages.
Wanting to tell me something.
Or even everything that you're going through.
Remember what i have always tell you?
"Even when you don't need me,i'll be here."
I'll be waiting,for you.
Waiting for you to come & see me.
Talk & share.
On a brighter note,
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY,
NANACHICA & LOVE.
I've always said what i always want to say,
but,still. Stay happy you two!
& may god bless you both,always.
(:
I'm sick & tired of life,suddenly.
I want to run away.
But,someone once told me,
"Running away will even make things worse."
& to that someone,imissyou.
Imissyou,yesterday,today,
tomorrow & always.
You know who you are.
"That's when iloveyou,
when nothing you do can change my mind."
withh lovee;
EFF.
