Hurt.
Sunday, August 12, 2007 9:10 PM
After the debate & arguments,
when all gathered at the granny's house today.
Everything has been said & done.
Too many emotional breakdowns & stuffs.
& so,i have said my piece.
Due to everything,
I had to give the wedding a miss.
Abang handsome wedding!
Pfffttt!
At the center of everything,
that's where you'll find me.
But until you get there,
I'll be hiding.
& after everything,
i met the boyfriend.
Thought that it will ease the pain,away.
But,later than i thought.
I was being hurt,yet again.
No,it's not his fault.
It isn't,really.
Due to my morning "meeting".
& everything that has been happening.
It just started to well up inside my head,
& did what i have to do.
Sighhh.
It's weird,
you know that end of something great is coming,
but you want to hold on,
just for one more second,just so it will hurt a little more.
Dear you,
I know i have been a jerk,these few weeks.
& that i cannot do anything right.
Or even say something appropiate.
But,just so you know.
That i still love you,just like the yesterdays.
& dear someone,
i'm missing you badly,really.
When i thought i have a true bestfriend,
all these things happen.
With all those schits & everything,
i want to apologise again.
For my stupid doings.
What had happened,
shouldn't end like that.
I'm sorry,dear friend.
Imissyou.
& although i don't text you,
you're always on my mind.
Yes,it's you bestfriend.
Tell me,
that everything will be alright?
Do tell me,someone.
=/
muchh lovee;
EFF.
After the debate & arguments,
