He turn 4 years old,today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,BABY!
& you know,kakak will always love you.
Even how naughty & irritating,you can be.
ILOVEYOU!
"& deep inside,my tears are drowned."
I cannot seem to understand why,really.
Why are you people so cruel?
Why?
Have you ever gave a thought?
To what i & them have gone through.
Have you ever been in my shoes?
Ever feel that days are always torn?
& that you find yourself nowhere to go.
Being able to go to school only if there's money.
& seeing them suffering to what we have gone through.
They are still kids,for goodness sake.
I'm sure,you'll have kids.
& i'm dead sure you love them too.
Like how i love them.
If even i don't really show.
Don't put the blame on them.
They are still young.
They have a future to hold on to.
Have you tried?
To try & put yourself in our kind of situation?
Not having enough of everything?
& always having difficulties hanging on.
But,still. We try & try.
& what have we ended up in?
Being criticised & being blame on.
For things that we didn't do.
What is exactly our fault,you tell me?
Mind your own fucking business.
You have no right to interfere in ours.
Have you nothing better to do?
It's our life & we are the one going through it.
Does it pays to not be such a busybody?
Humans. Tsssssskkkk!
& you.
Don't blame her.
She's just a victim in that situation.
If you want to find who is the real one,
that's me.
Blame me if all you have to.
I'm sorry.
But,please. Don't put the blame on her.
I rather you hate me then her.
I'm willing.
These fake smiles & laughters.
I'm barely hanging on.
muchh lovee;
EFF.
