Save me,please?
Wednesday, August 8, 2007 9:29 PM
& i'm hoping,you will stay.
That you shall be the one,
to guide me through it all.
I know,i'm a stubborn headed.
Everyone who knows me well,
knew that.
I know,i know.
She felt the urge to scream,
but her cry got caught in her throat.
She wanted to cry,
to show him just how much he had hurt her.
But the tears wouldn't fall.
She needed to end this,
but the words couldn't come out.
She just wasn't strong enough.
She wasn't ready to let him go.
& on a very lighter note,
boyfriend helped me spring cleaning,today.
With the siblings & all.
Thanks,b b! You're the best!
Heeeeeee.
& i'm sorry,you.
I am.
Is there a place where we can go to teach the children not to grow?
Where lovers don't remember,
where they met & heartbreaks are easy to forget?
Dear you,
I'm sorry for my temperamental mood.
& everything that i have done,
these few days.
It's just the things that are happening.
& i got nothing to know & explain.
I'm sorry,dear you.
I still love you,though.
& you,
i'm sorry for all that i have done.
Through anything or whatever.
But,still.
Even whatever she will say to you,
i rather have you blaming me.
I don't want you to blame,
the one person who loves you deeply.
I swear,i won't let it happen.
I'm sorry,dear friend.
Hate me all you want.
But,please,not her.
This smile that appears on my face is just a distraction to hide behind the truth.
It's the only thing I do to stop myself from crying.
Sadly all I can do is cry.
Even if I force myself to fake a smile,
I end up losing it after a while.
muchh lovee;
EFF.