& we'll never be world's apart.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 6:38 PM
Dear diary,
I have so much mixture of feelings,today.
& i felt happy one moment,down the next.
Dear heart,
why are you feeling that way?
Just what are you implying?
Ever since i met you,
it just hasn't been the same.
All i've been doing is putting hearts around your name.
After school,
boyfriend and i had a dash of movie marathon.
The simpsons,Rush hour 3.
Yeaaap,at home.
The cozy bed,foods galore.
Plus,just by being with him,
It's blissful enough. (:
He's the kind of guy who makes fun of me.
& when i go to walk away he grabs me.
& pulls me back into his arms & says,
"you know i love you ."
But,then again.
Days by days,it started again.
Dramas & more dramas.
Ahh,it sucks.
Oh,tell me about it!
Siggghhh.
She wasn't a fantasy anymore,
but something real,
something he couldn't imagine living without,
& he crossed his arms,
as if bracing himself against the possibility,
that all this might still slip away.
Maybe,we need something.
Just something.
But,i cannot seem to figure it out.
No,i won't be beaten down.
I'll brace through this.
I will.
But,still. I need what i need.
& you know it.
On a lighter note,
No debarment for me.
Isn't that great? Haaaa.
Oh whatever! (:
muchh lovee;
EFF.