I do.
Saturday, September 22, 2007 9:17 PM
It's the feeling inside me,
that i can't fight.
That i cannot seem to push away.
& i don't know why.
My fridays & saturdays went as per normal.
Both weekends were spent with the 2 baby! (:
& yes,i'm super happy!
Thanks to both of them.
LOVEEEESSS*
You can never control who you fall in love with,
even when you're in the most sad,
confused time of your life.
You dont fall i love because they're fun.
It just happens.
These days,
my brain has run dry!
All thanks to working & working my ass off!
HAHAHAHA.
But,still. I have this time to blog!
Jyeaaahhh!
& it's starting working again,tomorrow.
& tell me!!!
What does it feels to not have anything to hear?!
I mean,when you're playing the computer!!
No speaker & really nothing.
SILENCE!
BODOOO NYEE SPEAKKERRR!
Pffffttt.
So tell me now, what hurts more?
Thinking you should hate him,
or knowing that you dont?
& so,i heard the news.
He's getting engaged,soon.
To his cousin?!!
Righttttt! Utmost shocking news!
Tell me,now.
What does it feel?
I still wait for you,though it's complicated.
I have all your letters,still.
Imissyou,so much. =/
& you.
Please tell me that you have the misses.
Imissyou,alotttt.
Trust me when i say,
i do still think about you.
& i still do,every night.
Believe me.
& you.
I'm having the nightmares.
I'm scared,truly scared.
I'm sorry if i have to leave.
You're the best,still.
I'm sorry,dear one.
muchh loveeee;
EFF.