I know i'm not your favourite record.
Saturday, September 15, 2007 6:01 PM
When you say you're ok,
& you're crying your heart out.
YOU'RE NOT OKAY!
& when you say you have to do it,
but you cannot let it go.
YOU'RE NOT OKAY!
I woke up this morning with this feeling inside me,
that i can't explain.
Like a weight that i've beencarrying,
has been carried away.
Yes,eff.
You can really do it ok!
"I know i can!"
"Be what i wanna be.."
"If i work hard for it,i be where i wanna be!"
You have to tell yourself again & again.
That you shouldn't give up on yourself,
just after you started.
Giving up halfway,
is like being a failure in your life.
To you,dearest eff.
You yourself know of your undeniable past!
& you know what you did in those days.
Remember your post on changes?
On how you want to do better & be better?
Make this as the stepping stone.
You've started,all alone without doubts!
You have believed in yourself.
If you,as yourself can't believe in self.
Who's going to believe you,in the near future?
Reap what you have sow.
Trust yourself,efff. Just yourself ouhkayy!
There,you can do it ok effff!
(:
Im not afraid of tomorrow,
Im only scarred of myself.
Feels like my insides are on fire,
and im looking through the eyes of someone else.
Follow your heart,your intuition.
It will lead you in the right direction.
Let go of your mind,your intuition.
Its easy to find.
Just follow your heart, okay!
Don't be the effah,they used to see.
Be the effah that everyone will be proud of!
& be the efff that has never ever given up!
Be that eff.
& be sure you be that girl!
muchh loveee;
EFF.
When you say you're ok,
