Unfair.
Wednesday, October 31, 2007 11:02 AM
It's so unfair!
You all are fucking unfair!!
You simply cannot judge people just by another!
Just because of him,you accused me of that & this.
& because of him,you accused his kids.
Ahhh,fuck you uh bitch!
I once treated you like a mum,dearest aunt.
But,here you go & said all these things to me..
You said we are insolent kids,
whose mum & dad don't teach a thing.
Whose mum & dad are just bunch of losers.
& that we are a failure in life.
Here i am,already feeling the worst i ever felt.
And still,you made me felt worst.
Are you a human being?
I don't care if you want to hate him.
Hate him & curse him all you want!
Because,i already felt numb about his doings.
But,i cannot take it any further,
if you were to drag me & them inside.
I & them plus my mum had enough to all his doings.
Especially my mum,who tends to be strong outside..
Except,she is not strong enough. She's too weak!
If you were in my shoes,
you hear people talking like that to you..
What would you feel?
With everything that you have to carry now.
Tears? Too much i have shed.
Fights? Too many i have to bear with..
Rumours? I had heard enough,too.
Accusations after another,i beared with it.
I tried to keep still & not fall over their words..
But,i failed. I felt what they were trying to say.
I'm still a failure. I'm still a loser.
It's so unfair,this is unfair.
"I cannot bear with all this,anymore.."
I tried to keep myself happy.
But,i know myself better.
I cried at every end of the day when i'm lonely.
I cried in the boyfriend arms when i'm with him.
Ask him.. He have to bear with all these when with me.
I tried to be happy but i just cannot.
I hide it all inside.. In fear,they will see.
I don't want my friends to see how weak i am.
But,this have been proven much..
I'm not strong enough to go through.
After all these years...
yours trulyy;
EFF.
It's so unfair!
