Cinta arjuna.
Saturday, November 10, 2007 8:58 AM
Life isn't long enough to let one person keep you down.
You have to keep going strong for the people that you're holding up.
I've been thinking alot.
& i came across a dear girlfriend's blog.
Her entry was about how time flies,
and it's sad how friends drift away..
& how fast we all grow up,isn't it?
Can you imagine?
That 10 years down the road,
you're a married woman/man with 4 kids?
Here i am,an eighteen years old.
No longer a kid nor a toddler.
I have bigger responsibilities.
People look up to me to take care of the siblings.
& people expect me to be good.
But,do you ever think?
That sometimes,their expectations are too much.
Well,this is life. We cannot be held by things like this.
No matter in life or school or work.
Whether you like it or not,
we have to work for money.
Whether we want it or not,
we have to do it willingly.
Isn't it funny? Well,life..
It's funny how one thinks..
That we are not old enough to handle a relationship.
What were they thinking,back then?
Marrying at the age of 14 or even 15..
I know,times are way much different in the past.
But,that doesn't mean their perception has to stay put.
We are in the 21st century,way advanced than their time.
Do they expect things to stay like it was,back then?
I don't think so.
& have you ever wonder how short life is?
You heard of deaths,everywhere..
Be it the young or the old.
But,what scares us most is losing our loved ones.
I feel the pinch.
I lost a 30 year old aunty to cancer,5 years ago.
Of whom i loved dearly.
I guess,it's time for her to go.
& a month back,i lost a friend to an accident.
Merely a hi-bye friend.
But,he caught my thoughts for a long time.
Thinking of whether anything will change,
if we were close back then.
& a friend's friend lost a fiancee to cancer,too.
Mind you,he was just a mere 20 years old.
Saddening,isn't it?
Well,that's how life works.
Take advantage of everyday you are blessed enough to have,
and you shall be void of regrets when your days stop coming.
I'm not trying to scare anyone or anything.
But,death may caught up to anyone of us,one day.
& even me. I would never know when is my time..
Treasure,cherish & live life.
Because you never want to let it pass by,just like that.
Imagine,in just a blink of eye.
& you have heard the news or even seen the news.
Disasters,wars are everywhere!
Have you ever try to ask yourself?
The world is coming to an end,soon.
Girls are getting pregnant,guys are changing sexes...
I know,i'm not as perfect based on religion wise issues.
I'm not a perfect human being,i make mistakes too.
But,for that.. I seek forgiveness from HIM.
Hoping that he will forgive me for my sins...
Sometimes things happen that just don't make sense.
But you gotta have faith that they're happening for a reason.
I just wanted a chance to tell you,
that i have long forgive you..
I wanted to thank you,
for the things you have done for me & taught me.
But,where are you?
These days,i just don't feel right.
& you imagine..
Maybe an ex or a mere crush,
whom have done wrong to you.
Of which you haven't yet forgiven.
& the next day,you heard the news from your friend,
that he had passed on from this world.
Don't you feel a twinge of regret?
I'm feeling the pinch.
I'm wanting to tell that person,
that i have forgiven him before anything happens.
Sighh.
yours truly;
EFF.
Life isn't long enough to let one person keep you down. 
