Invading.
Friday, December 7, 2007 5:26 PM
Everything's easier when you say it in your head.
But when you have to say it out loud,
it's 100 times harder.
Today was fine.
Another rainy afternoon..
But,mind you! It was fcuking hot in the morning.
Pheewwww,unpredictable!
What more can i say?
It's just like how life goes.
I will always remember those moments,
not because they are special,
but because your in them.
I tried to smile & not cry.
All i wanted was you here with me.
I got my reasons for not having to let go..
Because,i know this is just another argument.
For what we have gone through,
I know i want more of it.
Though it may be sweet or bitter.
I miss school,suddenly.
I miss my bitches & girls.
I miss how we used to share gossips & jokes..
& mostly,i miss my 4 best girls.
Udek,Phyza,Melissa & Sumathy...
You girls are missed by yours truly.
She traced, "It's over" on his skin.
And then she heard him say, "No,its not."
& dear you,
I want more of you in the future.
Though sometimes you make me sick.
I need you to be here,
though at times you chose to not care.
I know you don't meant what you said,last night.
Now i know.. I was selfish & ignorant to your feeling.
Please,don't go. Ineedyou.
Please stay,love.
& Bestfriend,
Thank you,thank you.
For hearing me out & for making me better.
I know you're always there for me.
Thank you,laaaaa.
Iloveyou bestfriend! <3
muchhh loveeee;
EFF.
Everything's easier when you say it in your head. 
& dear you, 
