What hurts the most.
Monday, December 10, 2007 6:19 PM
You say you will love me if I have to go.
You'll be thinking of me, somehow I will know.
Someday when I'm lonely, wishing you weren't so far away,
Then I will remember things we said today.
The weather has been chilly.
In this kind of weather,it's probably the right time to sleep! (:
I was caught in the rain just now.
Mind you,i was all drenched when i got home.
Somehow,the weather fits my current mood.
You're still a part of everything i do,
you're on my heart just like a tattoo.
I did something silly & foolish,yesterday.
I just couldn't take the pain no more.
Now,my hand is full of scars. Go figure!
& when he couldn't got through the phone which i hung up,
I didn't know he rush his way,here.
& then,after that ordeal,i decided to go for a walk.
By the time i got home 5 mins later,
I thought i saw him opening the door.. Yes,it was him.
& dear god,it's only now that i realized something.
It was becoming clear to me,
that i shouldn't become too attached to anything.
Turn your back and you lose it. Just like that.
Dear you,
I'm sorry if i did what i did,yesterday.
I didn't know that my foolish act hurt you.
I know,i was foolish & stubborn.
I shouldn't have made you worried.
I'm sorry,dear one.
Yes,i still do love you.
& i know,you love me too.
Truth is still absolute. Believe that.
Even when that truth is hard and cold,
and more painful than you've ever imagined.
And even when truth is more cruel than any lie.
withh lovee;
EFF.
You say you will love me if I have to go.
