Breathless.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008 11:11 PM
Life kicks you around sometimes.
It scares you and it beats you up.
But there's one day when you realize you're not just a survivor.
You're a fighter.
You're tougher than anything life throws your way.
And you are.
Just a day after work,today. Haaaaaaaa!
Aniway,I'm very pissed off and sleepy. Tsssk.
Andd,today.. I certified that apek cannot be bus drivers!
You wanna know why? They have this sense of non-urgentness!!
They drive like 5km/hr? Just like today,the most suckiest one of all.
The bus arrive later than usual and he drives like a bloody turtle,i tell you!
From not feeling sleepy,my eyes are droopy and i nearly missed my stop!
For god sakes,i had enough of bloody apeks!! Pffftttt.
The usual time,I'll reach home around 10.30 pm.. But today,30 mins later!
Fuugggggg,that's how slow that moron is. Tssssskkkkkk!
The days come and go,
but the feelings are all still the same.
I miss him,i really miss him. )):
But,on a brighter note,he finally called me!! (:
Thanks to mar and udek for the transfer to his prepaid.
He texted me in the early morning and guess what? I cried while reading.
& later,after his training ended in the evening,he called me.
Fuck,you don't know how fucking sad i get to just hear his voice.
Andd yes,i cried like again. I know,I'm a cry baby!
Buttttt,you just can't help it if you miss that someone so badly!
He told me he wanna go home and that he miss me.
That,made it more worst. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
He says,"B,please don't cry. Always remember that i don't forget you."
I won't count the days but I'm hoping it will come fast.
I'm already missing him badly.
Come home soon,dear! =/
I'll wait for you,no matter how long it takes.
muchh lovee;
EFF.
Life kicks you around sometimes. 
I miss him,i really miss him. )):
