Screwtape letters.
Saturday, April 12, 2008 12:13 AM
I'm still waiting here, my dear,
for one kiss from you.
A day at work,damn tiriinggg lahh.
Had to shelf all the hundreds of 'rejected' books inside the office.
Imagine? 4+ hours shelving and shelving of books till i got tired of books!
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Pffftttttttttttt.
And some more,the sudden feeling of needing him is excruciating. ):
We fall like shooting stars &autumn leaves,
stay up later than the streetlights promising what never could be.
I can't be anything without you.
I can't be anything without you by my side.
On the way home,in the bus,i cried like again!
I just can't help it,cannot help that feeling!
I know,i bore you people to death to always talk about him..
I just miss him. Seeing him. His stupid clown face.
His lame jokes. Just him,in person.
Arghhhhhhhhhh,please come back b b!!
I'm in need of him,i miss having him around.
It's very very hard to get use to this feeling..
It's already the 12th and yet,I'm still crying without his presence!
Anndd,the worst part of it?
He told me that he is required to participate in this year's NDP PARADE!
Pfffttttttttttttttt,the lesser time I'll have with him after this. ))):
& & he won't be able to see me when he go for practice.
Saddening,very saddening. I wanna cry again.
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY,
AYEEN ABDUL GHANI!
May today brings you more joy & happiness!
And may you live till rip old age.
Many many happy returns,love! (:
I don't know what I want,I don't know what to do.
But when I close my eyes,all I think about is you.
muchh loveee;
EFF.
I'm still waiting here, my dear, 
