Waiting.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008 8:02 PM
The last few pictures with the boyfriend.
Sent him early in the morning to Home Team Academy,
even though i'm not feeling so well.
What makes matters worst? Coughing like a dog.
Headache,flu andddd slight fever. Sigh.
I'm missing him like hell,i swear.
Fuck,it's just the first day. )))):
When he was with you, he was really with you.
He looked you straight in the eye & listened,
as if you were the only person in the world.
It's hard to let him go,just now.
I didn't cry when he walked away from me.
But,i did when i boarded the bus.
He's no longer with me,no longer accompanying me.
=/
& to make matter worst,mum just had to rub in.
Feeling sick,she just had to scold me about not doing housework.
What fcuking wrong have i done when i already did?
Now,I'm just locking myself up in my fcuking room & cry.
Oh,I'm crying while typing this,btw.
Met up with my dearest syg. She didn't let me be alone on the first day.
She cheered me up today! Thanks for the day,love.
I really had fun catching up with things and gossipping!
You know,i know. Shhhhhhhhh! Hehehehehe.
Lovveeee youuuu.
Call me soon,dear you.
I'm waiting even if it takes me all night.
It's so sad that i still think that you will appear at the end of the day,
when i know that you'll be inside.
I miss you,come home soon.
It'll be hard,they say.
I know what is coming will never be easy.
& oh,some bitch just had to be taught a lesson!
Fyi,your boyfriend is STILL with you,EVERYDAY.
You still can see him even if he is working!
What's the fuss about counting days for him to go NS?
It's a big deal to people like me and people who have undergo it.
I bet you'll bawl your eyes out when he's gone,too.
Maybe,worst even. Tssk tsskk tsskk.
We'll see about that,sooon.
I'm still crying.
I miss him,i miss him.
muchh loveee;
EFF.
Met up with my dearest syg. She didn't let me be alone on the first day.
