Memories were fine,couldn't touch them
smell them,or hold them.
never same as the moment had been,
and they fade with time.
Always be my baby.
Monday, May 12, 2008 5:54 PM
She would cry herself to sleep at night as she whispered to her pillow, while wiping away her tears, why does heartbreak have to happen to me, when it's my biggest fear.
Well,here i am. I'm sick today,actually. Okay uh,nobody ask ponkan? K takpeee. HAHAHA. Bloody sick,like really siaaa. Fever,flu,coughing and the bloody thing of all,sore throat! Went to the doctor in the morning,accompanied by the boy! (:
The pictures from Saturday outing... (: With the boy and the baby boy! Hehehehe. It was love,though I already felt that I'm feeling sick. And sumore,had swensensloh! Tsskktsskkk. Overall,it was a happy happy day! I love both of them,so muchhhh.
Me and the baby boyyyy!! HEHEHEHE. He's the definition of love. He's also sick,on that day. And now,I know where did I get my virus from! Heeee. But,I'm all better now. Fever's gone though still shivering. I think,I overworked myself too much eh? Been working everyday,full shifts and whatnots. What to do,cannot complain so much loohhhhh!
Have you ever wanted to ask a question, But you didn't because you knew your heart wouldn't be able to handle the answer?
Not so much pictures when we reached swensens,though. Damn pack with people! Tsssk. Oh ya,we had swensens at Marina. Seee that baby boy's cramp face? He was already complaining.. He wants ice cream when he's bloody coughing like madddd!! The baby boy has gone back to my aunt's house. =/ & so will the boy,today. He's going back to campppp. Why time flies so fast wantt! Haiiiissssssss.
I think,she has a problem with me lahh. But seriously lah,I don't give a fuck though. Then,why am i complaining too much?????!! Because,I just don't understand when I did nothing wrong to her! Did I ever disturb her BOYFRIEND,FOR GOD'S SAKES! NOO!!!! Did I ever talk behind her back?! NOO! BLOODY NO! She's a friend that i turn to,a friend that i adore and yett... She replies to HER tags and whatnots,but not mine. She replies mine,with a formality tone. And the conclusion of it,I DON'T BLOODY UNDERSTAND HUMANS! WTF,WTF,WTF. Oh,whatever. It's her life,I don't wanna be in it. As long as you're happy eh. Whatever lahkan.
I'm not afraid to fall; it means i climbed up high to fall is not to fail; you fail when you don't try.
She would cry herself to 
