as long as you try.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008 9:11 PM
I don't know why we all hang onto something,
we know we're better off letting go.
It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have.
Some of us say we'd rather have that something than nothing at all,
but the truth is to have it halfway,
is harder than not having it at all.
it's a tuesday and i'm at home.
no,not off day yet though.
it was my morning shift today,thank god!
i'm having a bloody backache and been feeling nauseous.
been having little appetite lately. it sucks!
because,i'm a monster. pffftttt.
I'm just not sure,
If you are still enough,
To get me through the day.
and i'm really not sure either.
even if i love you with my life and soul,
even if you're the best thing in my life.
because,again and again,we are going through this.
don't you know that i've been crying and suffering?
hasn't it been enough harm already???
and,doesn't mean that i've always been with you,
that i will always stay with you,no matter what you do.
because,you listen here dear one,i'm not your slave.
not one where you can keep and throw and hide.
i have feelings and i have my own life.
in anytime that i want to,i can go.
though i know,letting go is the least that i want to do.
but,i'm sorry. if this goes on,i'll have to leave.
andddd btw,hanafi has chicken pox!!
muahahahahaha. pity him lahhh.
it's the boy twin brother,fyi. lol.
he has 2 weeks mc,mind you! tssssk.
so,he'll be free from hta till 7th june.
how lucky can that boy be?! minus the chicken pox ah.
HAHAHAHA! get well,soon hanapiahhh!
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY,
UDEK AND MAR!!
stay happy you two lovebirds.
may you both be blessed,always.
loveeeeeeeeeeeeee*
Because nothing sucks worse than feeling alone,
no matter how many people are around.
loveeeeee;
efffffffff.
I don't know why we all hang onto something,
