Fall for you.
Wednesday, May 7, 2008 2:05 PM
And nobody knows that I still
fall asleep thinking about you.
It's my second off day. HAAAAA!
All thanks to my dear manager, taufikeyy. (:
Yesterday was the replacement off and today,my off day!
But aniways,still have to wake up early,this morning.
Went for a communications meeting at Harris Suntec.
As usual,morning madness with them,laughters & jokes.
They always made my day,no doubt about that.
And after that,went home. I slept for awhile and here i am,now!
I think,I really need to see a doctor today.
The right abdomen is still hurting like mad.
& when I pee,it hurts like hell. Bloody cuckoo!
Well,to the doctor's then! And after,will meet minah senget!
Heeeeee. Sorry minah,joke je! HEHEHEHEHE.
"Loved" isn't a word.
There is no past tense of loved.
If you love someone,
You'll always love them, no matter what.
& my yesterday off was wonderfully spent with these people. (:
My wak,My nyai and my sister! Heeeeeee.
Met wak and nyai at Lot 1. Had late lunch and browse through shops!
Mind you,there was a mini blackout at Lot 1,yesterday! HAHAHA.
Funny siakk. Blackout at bloody Lot 1?!! Bodooh betol! HAHAHAHAHA.
Still,a very well spent day. I love them to bits!!
More ever than i know,
I know that you deserved to be happy after everything.
After all those schits you had to go through.
After all those workloads you had to carry then and after..
With all those piling bills that you had to cleared,back then.
I guess,it's really time to let go of that old question in my mind.
The question that is still lingering and waiting to be answered.
Remember,"Mungkin Nanti?" I find solace in that song.
Whenever life takes me down so bad,I think of you.
I thought of all the things that you have ever said and taught me.
Moreover,you have been once an important thing in my life.
You are,still. Even how I tried to deny that fact.
I still want to see you and see that smile once again.
But,I know it will always be in my dreams.
Dear you,I hope that life will treat you better this time.
I hope that you will find happiness in your life,now.
Goodbye,dear one. You won't ever be forgotten,never.
And just so you know,I have forgiven you.
And DEAR YOU,
You too,deserved the best out of life after that debacle.
I'm sorry for putting on hopes and crushing it all together..
But,you've found the hope that you have been seeking on me.
& when i saw you,the other day,happily with her,
I know that I've been forgotten and that you've moved on.
It's time,I too take that road of acceptance.
Accept that I and him was meant to be.
That you and me are meant to be as 'siblings',in years to come.
I'm sorry,for once that I couldn't be that girl.
Sorry eh folks? I think,I'm in my own world.
Well,sounded like I'm dying ehhh? Oh wells.
Getting rid of old feelings and past is one,i would like to do.
Because,keeping it all inside doesn't do one any good,does it?
Past will always become the past.
But,they are memories that could never be forgotten.
I think of one memory,
and they all come rushing back.
muchh loveee;
EFF.
And nobody knows that I still
