of wishing upon a star.
Thursday, May 29, 2008 11:51 PM
I find it quite humorous that I’ve cried myself to sleep,
and thought about doing the worst.
All because of you.
And you have no idea, and never will.
today was simply another day. a thursday.
went to work early in the morning and saw darling skarlet.
had breakfast bought by my dear grandma.
had laughters and a lot of laughters.
was stung by that scent,once again.
still,feeling the least happy and not recovering.
sigh.
Sometimes it’s hard to live when you know it ends in death.
But at least sometimes you’ll have blue skies,
at least sometimes you’ll have twilight.
And of course you’ll always have me.
tomorrow is friday. yipeedabedoooo!
he'll be back and there's no more bitch fit from him.
he's an angel when he comes out,miracle! tssskk.
and friday and saturday are my off days. best pe?
still thinking,though. pffftttt. where to go?!!
but if you really love somebody, you always love them, don't you?
isn't there always some small part of you,
that still reads their horoscope in the newspaper everyday?
there's still some hope.
and oh,
to two very special persons in my life,
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY,
KAKAK & ABANG!
may you both be strong through whatever.
and may that you both be blessed till the end.
and syg,i know you're keeping things deep down inside.
but always remember,you have me. always and forever.
loveeeee;
efffff.
I find it quite humorous that I’ve cried myself to sleep, 
