we'll never say bye.
Sunday, May 25, 2008 10:26 AM
it's not easy, is it?
fighting for something you could have had,
& wondering if maybe it's already too late.
it's already a sunday, jyeah!
and the fact that i still woke up at 9 am. rightt.
so much for wanting to rest my body.
& btw,i just cannot hear anyone say body ahh.
because,i will just randomly sing mariah carey's song.
"touch my body...... touch my body." hahahahaha.
even the people at work are irritated by this. lol.
It's not about the ones that remain true to your face;
it's the ones that remain true behind your back.
and to you,dear one.
it's been a very,very long time since we had a day not full of tiffs.
it feels that everyday is just the usual game for us,like a routine.
to fight,to argue and every whatnots that has to do with it.
but,when sometimes i see it as,it's a blessing.
arguments made us stronger though it made me more stubborn,at times.
it thought me a lot about everything. us,life and love.
and the reason why god brought us together.
the reasons why we hold on,the reasons why we do this & that.
because,everything happens for a reason. yes,call it cliche.
as i utter words of regrets of being with you,falling in love,
it made me thinking at one point of time when i'm alone.
once,i told you that i really regretted that you were in my life.
not thinking that you were eventually be hurt by that.
but,when i look back at it,i regretted the words that i said to you.
because,if it weren't for you,i wouldn't be where i would be right now.
because you,even if you hurt me,you taught me the meaning of love.
if it weren't for you,i will still be gasping with no air,no love.
if it weren't for you,i have lost my way in life.
to that,i thank god that you're in my life. i thank god that i found you.
even if everything crumbled down and with it not working out.
i know that at some point of time,you're with me.
that even whatever i do,you're still loving me.
thank you,for still believing in me.
and mostly,thank you for loving me.
loveeee;
effffff.
it's not easy, is it? 
and to you,dear one.
