of rebounds.
Friday, June 20, 2008 11:10 PM
So go ahead and make your mess
and someone will clean it for you, baby.
But I just don't wanna see it.
you know something folks?
it's amazing that i can keep something so terrible inside me,
for like 3 days of my entire life.
i couldn't even keep up for a day,though.
it's a miracle,isn't it? and to that,i can still laugh & joke around.
oh well,it's not so much of a surprise either.
i'm a big pretender,oh yes.
My eyes, they don't see the way they used to.
My lips, they don't won't sing the way they did on that night.
Steady breathing is all I can advise.
it's been clouding my mind and it's killing my soul.
oh yes,the people at work keep me sane.
but at the end of the day,i just wish a car will run me down.
but eff,be careful what you wish for because you just might get it.
wait,wouldn't it be wonderful? he'll be gorging his eyes out.
oh right. who's in the bloody picture now,effff?
love is a wonderful feeling. yes,it WAS.
but when love dies just because of a slip,it turns bad.
and when that involves the past,it gets more worst.
to think,that i am what i am to you. funny,right?
after all the 2 years,you're telling me now?
and so much for me being the one you really,really cherish.
i wish i was special. but,you know what? i'm not.
I know you think we can't be together,
but can't you respect me enough to let me make my own decision?
I know there'll be risks but I want to face them with you.
It's wrong that we should be only half alive, half of ourselves.
loveeeeee;
effffffff.
So go ahead and make your mess
