being close.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 10:22 PM
Sometimes you feel everything and nothing all at once.
Sometimes you'll find yourself smiling,
while missing someone at the same time.
At times, you can absolutely love a person,
all the while wanting to hate them so badly.
i know,i know alright? yes,i'm bloody missing on updates.
you cannot blame me. i'm so caught up with many things at work.
more paperworks,a bigger section to take care of! god!
and now,today,i'm finally having my rest. fuuhhhh.
tomorrow,is the off day!!!!! boy,am i so glad!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i cannot wait for friday! my 4 days leave is starting. (:
and so,on sunday............
the boy and i intend to spend quality time together.
buttttt! it was all ruin when dad wanted us to help with the aunt.
she's shifting her things to my home's and the grandma,temporarily.
god! you should see the condition of my home. tsssk tssskk tsskkk.
but,it was all fun and nice with the little ones around. (:
i love them lah!! a well-spent day,though. a fruitful one.
Life comes without guarantees,
except that smiling will brighten your face,
laughing will enhance your eyes,
and falling in love will change your life.
and today,was morning shift.
ended work at 6 and met udek. hahahaha!
accompany her to orchard and bla bla bla.
walked to wheelock and she bought for me biscuits lah!
thank you dek! love you long time! heeeeeee.
and see you on saturday! i can't wait! hehehehehe. <3
and now now now now,it's time to tidur lah.
it's been a tiring crappy day at work.
so i need a bloody rest,a long one. so long.
I think that sometimes we love people
so much that we become numb to it,
because if we actually felt
how much we really loved them, it would kill us.
loveeeeee;
effffff.
Sometimes you feel everything and nothing all at once. 
