one step at a time.
Monday, July 21, 2008 6:36 PM
If everything is smooth and perfect,
you'd get too used to that,you know?
You have to have a little bit of disorganization now and then.
Otherwise, you'll never really enjoy it when things go right.
it's already monday huh? oh wells.
in fact,i had a share of monday blues. biase lah kan,tgh pms!
so today,was an off day. a day with the boy.
at home,lying down,dvd marathons and just quality time. (:
a simple day with the boy. what more could i ask for?
but in the midst of everything,why am i still feeling this way?
it still feels that something is missing in my life.
it's like,i'm still waiting for something.. or even someone.
a part of me that still wants or need a thing or even two,maybe?
who knows? because until now,i still couldn't find the answer.
It is immensely difficult knowing what you once had,
and that it can never be the same way again,
because of one little mistake.
my weekends? was a bore,apparently.
saturday and sunday was spent working!!!
and yes,i missed the bloody fireworks again!
to top it,i heard about how beautiful the fireworks are.... -__-
but it's okay,it's okay... 2nd august and 9th august! HAHA.
and yes,i can't wait for saturday... pay day!! finally!!!
the bank account is left with............. a pathetic one digit.
muahahahahahahaha.
But sometimes, you just can't let go.
He makes everything w-r-o-n-g,
but you just can't say .no.
loveeeee;
efffffffff.
If everything is smooth and perfect,
