a chunk of crap.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 11:37 PM
Most people turn to the things and people they can trust.
But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely,
cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith,
that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
my wednesday was crappy,totally crap.
i was feeling so thirsty all day,felt like crap.
i felt so moody. having mood swings. and almost crying.
but nah,i didn't. check check,pms had hit me. damnnnnn.
no wonder lahh!!! feeling oh so low and whatnots. hate it!
you know sometimes i'm fed up when customers don't appreciate you??
especially,some local customers. they tend to overlook your kindness.
and you know,they have platinum american express cards and whatnots..
they don't give a damn when you said thank you,and being polite to them.
they will just take their damn card and walk away with arrogance!
that's why,i tend to always look upon foreigners. not that i'm one-sided.
but,they are better in person and they have a sense of gratitude.
unlike our people! tsssk. can you see the point i'm trying to say? righttt.
because nothing sucks worse than feeling alone,
no matter how many people are around.
i hate pms. i hate having stomach cramps.
i hate being alone and feeling the worst,more than nothing.
and i hate when someone judges me just by a mistake.
fuck you,slut. you don't deserve my respect. R-E-S-P-E-C-T!!
my thoughts of you,just went down the drain. *swoooosh*
ain't gonna respect me?! soooo not gonna respect you!!!
tomorrow is another day. oh what?! it's thursday already.
my clock shows 12.03 am.. it's my sweet girlfriend birthday..
and it's another 14th. the 25th. happy 25th,dumb dumb.
stupid. another entry tomorrow,perhaps? not gonna miss it.
good night,sweets.
"The kind of love that's sweetest,is worth waiting for."
loveeeee;
efffffffff.