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Memories were fine,couldn't touch them
smell them,or hold them.
never same as the moment had been,
and they fade with time.
for you,i will.
Friday, August 29, 2008 11:42 AM

all our lives we ask ourselves,
'is this really what's meant for us?'


thank god it's friday! yes,finally.
a friday to look forward to!! BAYBEATS!
and it's my off day on a to be weekend! heeeeeee.
the plus point is,the boy is back from wednesday.
and today,he's out to his division and would only be back later.
ramadhan is coming soon,i should be thankful and not whining.


wednesday was a day to witness the boy's proud moment.
i'll share the pictures when i've uploaded them all okay? (:
and imagine walking through a whole lot of policeman,
before getting to my seat? bloody nerve wrecking. gile kau!
tu ahh,lambat lagi kan eff. padan ah dengan muke kau.
finally,i can call him policeman! heeeee. POP OHHHHHH!!!
he'll be getting busier and i'll be stranded alone,
when he's out there serving the nation,yet again.


sometimes when you're holding on,
you'll never see the light.


i think my mission to paint the room is going to be pointless,
and nevertheless,an unsuccessful wish for me.
why? monday is our first fasting day and today is already friday.
i haven't even bought brushes,paint or even anything!
bagus ah. then it'll be only next year eh effff. dream on.
ahhhhh,dampens my spirit of having that lovely colour....
bloody hell.


on a lighter note,i'll be able to save money! why and how?
okayy,so it's the fasting month. no more spending on food.
and of course,i'll fast even when i would not be able to!
amacamm? plan check? adaaa baguusss? k fine,lameeee.


i won't lose hope,i won't give in,
just live and breathe,and try not to die again.


loveeee;
effff.

yours truly;

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madee's babygirl,
you can call me;eff.

reading,writing,screaming,heels,sun,rain,snow.
gossip girl,books,tweeting,procrastinating,love.

MADEE;


The say people come and go.
But the truth is, no one really disappears from your life.
People never really leave, their roles just change.


effcullenbass.



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yesteryears;