from this moment.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 6:15 PM
"He knew that it would take more than an apology to get you back.
He'd have to conquer the world first. He's been trying ever since."
tuesday. another day has just passed.
today,accompanied the uncle to tangs at orchard to redeem his free gift.
oven oi,i likeee! hahaha. getting ready for hari raya or what?! *kening naik-naik*
and after that,a spree at cotton on. i know,forever lah kan?
but i just cannot seem to help it. cotton on doesn't overgrows my budget.
i am a happy girl despite anything. smiling and breathing,still. (:
and thank god,baybeats! i have never missed any of it every year.
and truthfully,i never want to miss it this year,no matter what!
if only there is my favourite avenged sevenfold. that's priceless!
and speaking of A7X,i miss someone. that someone who shares it with me.
who never fails to crap around and never fail to make me smile.
ps: i miss you a lot. it hurts to know that i can't tell.
I know there were no guarantees.
No way of knowing what came next for me, or him, or anybody.
Some things don't last forever, but some things do.
Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory.
tomorrow's the day i've been waiting for so long.
finally. am i estactic? no. elated? not so. just so-so.
but the feeling of seeing yummy guys and hot fellas,anytime.
hehehehehehe! gatal eh,gatal!!
and so people,please either email me ur number,
sms me who you are to just let me save your numbers.
because,the phone has already been sent to service.
and i'm using a brandsack handphone! tsssskkkkkkkk.
sms or msn or whatever your numbers,thank you. (:
Before, my fear was being vulnerable.
The ability of another human being to possibly tear apart your insides,
at any moment was enough to keep me running.
He, however, made my insides come alive,
my smile become permanent, laughter more frequent.
He took away my fear and gave me hope.
But more importantly, for the first time in my life,
instead of wanting to run, he gave me a reason to stay.
loveeee;
effff.
"He knew that it would take more than an apology to get you back. 
