i got over you.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008 5:17 PM
a person can only run from feelings for so long,
before having to come to terms with what's in their heart.
it was my off day today,apparently.
but something yet have to get on my nerve.
yes,the sick syndrome is here again. welcome back eh!
was feeling feverish yesterday,but the boy was there though.
and today,it came back again. feeling the worst. headaches and schit.
pop painkillers and medicines doesn't really help though. =/
my mother is cute at times when she is not in her naggy mode!
i called her. and she called me back.
mum: "eh,telefon mama eh tadi??"
me: "a'ah.. mama....."
mum: "apeee die?" (with her ever cute tone.)
and bla bla bla. lol! random,i know. just to share though. (:
I end up trapped behind words with secret meanings.
So I'm waiting for the day,
when you ask me what I truly meant.
and and and.....
i look this haggard! this tired! this sick!!!!!!
it was taken yesterday,though. i'm still sick!
when will sickness decided to cease itself from me?!!
oh right. i drank almost 8 glasses every day,eat fruits & veggies.
what more you want me to do?!!!!!!!!!!! arghh. damn frustrating.
and i miss this boy already!!!!!!! saddening.
it's only tuesday,though. tsssk tsssk and tssskk!
but no worries,hasn't time flies very fast? scary eh!
but i miss him already. complaining to him that i need him.
argh,too much to handle! too much too absorb!! arghh!
but funny eh. when he's around,i just feel nothing but love.
and nothing but safe just by being in his arms. sighhhhh.
come back sooon boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! )):
Sometimes it's easier to say you
don't care than to explain all the reasons you do.
loveeee;
efffffff.