looking out for you.
Monday, August 25, 2008 11:45 PM
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do,
I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.
there are some things which you just can't let go of.
like love,friendships and things that tied you down.
and of course,for me,it has always been hard.
no matter how i tried,it all came down to a simple thing.
which is why,explains that i'm a mess.
just by seeing something,you cannot just assume.
some just cannot see others be happy or otherwise.
which brought to a question,"why are you still with him?"
whether i am or not with him,it's none of your business.
it's my life and the way i choose to live it,it's all my decision.
call me stupid,call me any names that you can come up with.
because you,don't know even half of my life. accept that,love.
If only, I had the guts to feel this way.
If only, you'd look at me and want to stay.
If only, I could take you in my arms and say,
"I won't go, 'cause I need you."
these few days had been wet and so were my nights.
and of course,not as what you were thinking of..
how much more tears do i have to shed to make you understand?
because you keep doing it again and again and again.
my doings always have a reason as to why and who and what.
but you don't seem to get my drift,not even bits of it.
so tell me now,till when will we go through this again?
my heart can take only so much.
guess what? the phone has officially died on me.
bloody cheebs ah. feeling so cranky,and now this!
hell fuck. must still send to repair and it's worth money!!
but anyhoos,it's okay. ramadhan is coming and money is save.
so eff,this month no shopping or overspent. yeah,right.
no action,talk only. spare handphone,anyone?
i'm currently uncontactable. so thank you.
relationships are hard, but they're absolutely
the most beautiful things in the world.
loveee;
effff.
Something always brings me back to you.
