before we say goodbye.

of all the lies.

Friday, August 22, 2008 6:11 PM

i rememeber the days we spent together, were not enough,
it used to feel like dreaming except we always woke up.
never thought not having you here now would hurt so much.

thank god it's friday my ass. bloody toot lahh.
it's fcuking friday and i'm down with cough and fever.
and the boy is back to camp. eh eh,tak kelakar langsong.
friday should be the day he would book out. but,no!
he booked out yesterday and has to be back in camp,today.
why? CONFINEMENT AH! bosan ah.

tomorrow is saturday lagi! tomorrow,i off lagi!!
ape tak bosan? it's suppose to be a day with him. fireworks tau!
i know,i sound like a stuck up bitch! but i cannot help it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok,still breathing. chill eh eff,chill.... chill pale hotak ah!
and on a brighter note,wednesday is his pop!! POP OHHH!
hahahaha. yes,would be attending and yes,finally!
he got what he wanted and another 2 more weeks in camp.
eh lagi sumpah tak kelakar. but thank god,it's not PCG OR SOC!
hahahahaha.

I guess the most important thing is to keep your head up.
Ignore the insults, you're better than the people saying them.
Forget the heartache,there will always be someone better to set your sights on.
Smile everytime someone glares at you,
laugh when they tell you they hate you,
prove them wrong when they say you can't do something.
It's your life; don't waste it trying to impress everyone else.

but maybe,just maybe there would be my favourite people to look forward to.
yes. praying hard that tomorrow won't be another debacle.
i hate having to be alone on a saturday! and fireworks lagi!
eh,jom geng! sape mau ikut aku bakar hta?! HAHAHAHA!
tapi on his part,their fault ah. isap rokok lagi ahhhh!
buat hta tu macam chalet! bagos kan,bagos!

To count the reasons why I loved you would take an eternity,
To remember all the times you made me smile would take forever,
To explain how perfect you are would take more time than I have.
Our love is infinite, perpetual, endless, everlasting.

loveeee;
effff.