trapped.
Sunday, August 17, 2008 6:05 PM
Time doesn't always heal.
It just breathes and swallows memories.
there's times where my feelings can submerge in & between.
there are times that i feel there's no use feeling this way.
and out of all? why do i still feel what i shouldn't feel?
maybe,just maybe that it doesn't agrees with me.
it's trying to tell me something. but,what?
been years now,since i started fighting unwanted feelings.
but it all just went down the drain,initially.
it all kept coming back and firing at me,as if i asked for it.
but no,i've kept myself distance from feelings and them.
i tried and i tried. but i failed and i failed.
Darkness cannot drive out darkness, only light can do that.
Hate cannot drive out hate. Only love can do that.
i've been trying but nothing has ever come out of it.
here i am again,in the same road with the same old purpose.
maybe,i don't have a heart just yet. or maybe,it's out of love.
but to bottle feelings inside so deep,hurts so much.
all that i can ever do is vent my anger and just cry.
Obstacles don't have to stop you.
If you run into a wall, don't turn around and give up.
Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.
loveeee;
efffffff.
Time doesn't always heal. 
