because you are not for me.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008 11:20 PM
But maybe that's what it all comes down to:
love, not as a surge of passion,
but as a choice to commit to something, someone,
no matter what obstacles or temptations stand in the way.
And maybe making that choice again and again,
day in and day out, year after year,
says more about love than never having a choice to make at all.
tuesday's gonna end soon. just a few more teeny minutes to 12am.
my tuesday? just great,thank you. but a bit tiring though. sighhh!
imagine having 87 cartons plus 38 cartons for you to tag?! godd.
that's like holy crap! yes,i know. but whatever.. i'm so over it!
but thanks to you eh,my ending to a wonderful tuesday just went kadussh.
yes,blank. oh yes,your doings are always forever ever correct!
you ever had a feeling of wanting to go but something stopped you?
maybe because of situations,feelings or whatever that's tying you down.
what's even worse when you cannot make yourself to go,no matter how.
because,it all come down to one particular thing or a person.
in the end,you are hurting yourself way too much more. god eff,get a life.
In this life we're guaranteed only two things-
To live and to die.
How we choose to do it,well that's up to us.
now,it's 7 more days!! can you believe that? hehehehehe.
i cannot eh! but,can lah actually. cos,i've been counting down. heeee!
at least,the thought of raya is not depressing me unlike some people.
but whatever it is,"happy thoughts,eff!" do you remember?
of course,it will always be in my heart. they are always there.
god,the thoughts of them are crushing my heart. misses*
the truth is,you don't deserve a place in my heart.
well.. not even my life,actually. but you know what?
you ought to call yourself very lucky hor. cos,you're here.
and you already have been for the past years. so,figure that out.
The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things,
you weren't paying attention to before.
lovee;
efff.
But maybe that's what it all comes down to:
