if you were mine.
Saturday, September 27, 2008 9:40 AM
It hurts to say goodbye to the person you almost gave your life to.
Because you know life won't be the same without him.
But it's better to give up a feeling,than to fight.
And know you're the only one fighting.
it's a saturday yaw!!! a saturday! heeeee. it's the weekends,babies!
and holy mack. 3 MORE DAYS! 3 MORE DAYS! hehehehehehe.
my last entry was 6 more days,huh? how time flies. goddddd.
and now,i'm like so damn excited already! i'm already broke.
ya,i know. what's new kan?! just a day after pay day.. righhttt!
sigh,so saddening. bought preparations for raya & already darn broke!
today,geylang-ing with the boy. am gonna search for his baju kurungs.
and also,his capal and his kain samping and songkok with the brooch! haha.
i am so gonna let him wear that bloody songkok k! heyy,why not kan?
my taufik batisah looks darn hot with that songkok,by the way. hehehehe!
but the thought of not raya-ing with them this raya is so depressing. why?
yes,the fact that I HAVE TO WORK AND I CANNOT TAKE LEAVE! arghh!
sigh. sigh. sigh. but guys,after 2nd week,i'm darn free & i can bloody take leave!
but but but... ahhhh. neverminnddds. see? there's always the disadvantages.
One of the suckiest,and most frustrating facts of life,
Is that sometimes relationships just end,often without reason.
I truly believe that sometimes both men and women simply run out of love,
Even when there was a lot of it in the beginning.
andd after 19 years of living my life on earth,i broke my virginity.
WHAT?! not that you mofos! i broke my virginity to eyebrow treading. HAHA!
i trimmed my so bushy eyebrows to a better shape. tadaaaa! the outcome. ^^
i know,kental. but seriously,i never ever did eyebrow shaping before! muahaha.
it's not as painful,aniways. and it's only $5! hehehehehe. lolx!
the boy said,i look like a certified minahrep. thanks eh! bloody cuckoo balls.
at least,i don't shave everything off and draw like kening naik-naik like that.
HAHAHAHA!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
i tried remembering the yesteryears,tried refreshing my mind with it.
but it all came down to me... that it's all so fresh inside like it was just yesterday..
no matter how i tried to throw it far away,it will still find it's way to me.
i have always kept those memories,clasped so tight in my heart.
and no matter what i do or what my decisions gonna be,i know i'll be good.
because those memories i have,will served me right.
There's just a couple things I'd like to know.
Like how could you do nothing, and say,"I'm doing my best"?
How could you take almost everything,and then come back for the rest?
How could you beg me to stay,reach out your hands and plead,
and then pack up your eyes and run away as soon as I agreed?
lovee;
efff.
It hurts to say goodbye to the person you almost gave your life to.
andd after 19 years of living my life on earth,i broke my virginity.
