one step at a time?
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 10:19 PM
You know what's the most terrifying thing,
about admitting that you're in love?
You're just naked. You put yourself in harm's way,
and you lay down all your defences.
No clothes, no weapons. Nowhere to hide, completely vulnerable.
The only thing that makes it tolerable,
is to believe the other person loves you back,
and you can trust him not to hurt you.
wednesday was very very draggy. no stocks till 17th september.
did all the stocks scanning and everything's done. yipee dooo!
tomorrow would be another draggy,boring day. duuhhh!
this month's gonna be super busy,super tiring and annoying!
stock taking day,the atrium sale,like again! tssssskkkkkk.
full shifts,overtime!! ughhh. shall not complain! more $$$$!!!
my heart's truly vulnerable. shan't pour anything more...
it hurts to know,don't you think so? truth hurts,doesn't it?
it's better to lie,agree? sigh. what a bloody bloody life.
another cycle,another phase.. it will never end.
yes,it can end,efff! you decide what's best for yourself.
butttt,what theeee fuckk. it's been too deep already. )):
Give it time, they always say,
but what if you run out of time?
What do you do then?
you know what? sometimes,sorry doesn't cut out.
saying you're sorry doesn't amend everything that you done..
doesn't heal the broken heart. doesn't solve this schit.
and even a song from you,does not even soften me up anymore.
so,tell me now,what does it mean? i think it's going nowhere.
"please forgive me",is just a statement to you. just a bloody sentence.
i feel that i'm doing this mistake,again and again.
i'm gonna get some sleep. some bloody sleep.
been sleeping at break time during work. what to do!
since it's the fasting month,all i do is sleep. bagusss pe!
10th day. 20 more days to go,efff! aboodennnn!
little miss red is very good. thank you. please don't come hor.
but still,i cannot help feeling oh so grumpy and groggy everyday..
As we grow older, it becomes difficult to just believe.
It's not that we don't want to,
but too much has happened and we can't.
lovee;
efff.
You know what's the most terrifying thing, 
