the return.
Sunday, September 28, 2008 5:15 PM
The greatest loss in life is not death.
it's what dies inside,while you are still alive.
it's a sunday and i am supposed to work. but,no.
migraines gonna kill me someday,i swear. and so,the doctor says..
not that he mentioned it gonna kill me lah! but i'm addicted to painkillers!
without the bloody strong painkillers,i am nothing. migraine killed me.
so to speak,i am on an official medical care today. )):
yesterday geylang-ing almost killed me literally. sigh.
out of the bloody hotness,the bloody crowded places...!!
and also,was having a slight migraine and kept wanting to vomit.
but luckily,i survived the ordeal! and dengdeng saved me! ((:
saw a couple of people,though. wasn't sure,here & there. oh wells..
He was only temporary.
But the memories are permanent.
sooooo,pictures!!!!
i tried on a new kind of make-up yesterday. heeee. smoky eyes!
lolx,turned out looking gothic-ish. hahahahaha. but okay ah?
i think,i look good in that last picture. hehehehe! (:
even though,he is headless. blame him loh. he kept irritating me.
imagine fighting in the middle of GEYLANG?! bloody hell.
i was very irritated with him already and he kept going on & on.
he always thinks that he's right lahh. super egoistic ahh.
i wanted to leave him,straight jack in geylang ah actually.. hahaha.
but hor,member tunggu aku pe. tau nk tinggalkan,tapi tunggu!
see how stupid boys can be? cuckoo ah. bloody cuckoo.
and now,i think that i deserve some sleep and a massage!
migraines is really making me feel cranky and super bitchy!
i can be super bitch anytime now.. *inserts summer from the oc's voice.*
sigh,i really need to get a bloody life. in fact,i have a bloody hell life.
i need a new sets of everything in life. not materially,but the metaphor of it.
i'm not like a dog,you know? have to follow your every words..
Why is the man that makes my heart break,
the same one that makes it beat?
sometimes,i don't understand it myself. no,not sometimes exactly..
it's occasionally. i don't know how you can do that to me without feelings!
even animals have feelings,you know? i bet they know better to take care of it.
i wanna run,far away and never have to deal with you again.
but you know what? i'm tired having to lie to myself over & over again.
i have to deal with the pretense of our "happiness." once again,you won.
how about a round of applause?
So let's go on pretending we're something that we're not;
that seems to be the trends these days.
Let's pretend we're in love, because between you & me,
that's as close as we'll ever get.
lovee;
efff.
The greatest loss in life is not death.
Why is the man that makes my heart break,
