as time slows us by.
Monday, October 27, 2008 11:16 PM
You don't have to be tough every minute of everyday.
It's okay to let your guard down.
In fact, there's moments when it's the best thing you could possibly do,
as long as you choose those moments wisely.
my monday was actually okayyy. draggy here & there but fine though.
there were frigging a lot of people but was expected as it's deepavali hor. HAHA!
i am so shagged right now. i need edward cullen. hahaha,that's bloody random.
these days,i think that my brain just went blank. shut off completely. tsssk.
tomorrow is an off day of which i get to spend my whole day sleeping. pig!
yes,i am a pig like that! and of course,a pig who doesn't remembers her detox diet!
keep pigging out crap these past few days! argh! i need to start eating salads & fruits ONLY!
bloody hell. crap man!
This is life. People will screw you over.
You'll fight with your family.
You'll witness things that'll change you forever.
You'll blame new lovers for things old lovers did.
You'll lose best friends you thought would always be there.
You'll come to realize that everyone has a post.
You'll cry. You'll laugh. And you'll embarrass yourself.
But then, you'll find your very own moment where none of that matters.
Where you cans it back and realize that shit happens to the people,
who can handle it and that this is who you are,
and that no one should want to change you, including yourself.
andd so,i have something to show you people!!! (:
presentiiiingggggggggggggggggggg....
my twilight collections! MUAHAHAHAHA! i know,i know. freak!
yes,even the boy calls me a freak and a typical fan. whatever boy,whatever!
so far,i had 4 twilight books already. 3 with the movie cover. HAHAHAHA!
have yet to do bed sheet with edward cullen's plastered on it. heeeeeee.
and finding my edward cullen figurine. lol! and incoming,my poster!! bella & edward.
yes,i've ordered it in. HAHAHAHA! sorry eh,i am stephenie meyer's craziest fan!
cannot bloody wait for december 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sooo sloww ahh.
i am feeling a little out of place and a bit down these few days. dunnou why.. sigh.
maybe it's driving me crazy. maybe things are currently out of place.
sigh. but whatever it is,i am hoping for the better,soon. my ego needs to vanish,at least.
eff,when can you ever learn?! ):
Relationships aren't easy, so much comes with them.
No one actually realizes how much trouble a relationship is,
until they're in one. Yes, it may seem great at first,
but are you still gonna feel that way when you realize you can't trust them,
or are fighting with them? Are you gonna feel that way in good times,
and the bad? Most likely, you aren't going to.
But that's what makes a relationship so amazing.
lovee;
efff.
You don't have to be tough every minute of everyday. 
my twilight collections! MUAHAHAHAHA! i know,i know. freak!
