if living,is without you.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 1:23 PM
The past is strapped to our backs.
We do not have to see it; we can always feel it.
i guess my wednesday sleep to the fullest day is finally undisturbed! haaa.
i woke up lazily at 12 pm and still was lingering,taking my time in bed.
here i am now,still not have had my shower! heeee,i know. kopet eh!!!!
but i guess,i will take my shower later eh? too lazy,i guess. kinda lazy day..
geee,don't know why i feel kind of funny,these days.. like something's missing.
or is it always me? feeling so uneasy,insecure and everything all together?
sigh. i don't know what to do with my life! i feel kinds useless...
but what i know,i want to be somebody. someone successful who can change everything.
and i know,i got to work hard for that!
What you need to know about the past is
that no matter what has happened,
it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment.
And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new.
it's close to payday and for the first time,i am not looking forward to it!
why? because by the 2nd day,i'm gonna be broke,like real broke.
gotta pay for the ning nong fucking bills,the mum and this & that...
so,no shopping for the boy & me for this month!! sigh. saddening gilee.
i need getaway to redang,bintan,tioman or wherever there's clear blue water..
anyone up for it? tell me...fasssstttt! i'm planning a trip,soon.
if i were to sell books,let's say... novels? my novels,would you all buy?
hahahaha. i got alot of unread novels stacked nicely at the shelves.
don't know if i should sell some? lols. some are even unread. hahaha!
ahh yes,call me a freak. but i buy books everytime! (:
Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances.
Losing and finding happiness.
Appreciating the memories and learning from the pain
And realizing that people always change.
lovee;
efff.
The past is strapped to our backs. 
