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Memories were fine,couldn't touch them
smell them,or hold them.
never same as the moment had been,
and they fade with time.
salam lebaran.
Saturday, October 4, 2008 10:59 AM

selamat hari raya aidilfriti,kawan kawan semua! hehehehehe. (:
in here,i wish to seek forgiveness from each and everyone of you.
dengan ini,effah menyusun sepuluh jari seandainya ade terkasar bahase ke,
terpinjam duit,termakan makanan,terminum coke,terlajak jalan..
dan ape2 yang sewaktu dengannye. maaf zahir dan batin ye?


I want to be there for you.
I do, but i can't do this anymore.
I can't keep being your second choice,
not when you're my first.


and so,raya 08 pictures!!!











i guess,i don't need to explain each and every photo right? =)
we go orange this year! the whole family,after four long years. how's that?
but,we didn't managed to snap any group photo together. sad! )):
but in all,i enjoyed myself literally with the little kiddos around to entertain me!
though they kept saying that i am damn fat now! tsssk. bloody cuckoo balls.
but it's okay.. i had met my fair shares of cousins and boy,have they all grown up!
i miss having fun during those days when we all are so little. sigh,time flies huh?
it's funny though. one moment i was still 12 and here i am now going on 20.
it sucks to grow up,you know? less duit raya and the fact that you have to work!


you know,on the 2nd day of raya while i was on the way to work..
i just had to be so thirsty and dehydrated! i was so desperately in need of water!
thank god i found a vending machine not so far from the bus stop.
i thank god for that vending machine who saved my life! haaaaaaa.
i am so thankful that though how hi-tech singapore is,they still keep vending machines!!!
THANK GOD!


Just when you've had enough, life gives you more.
And just when you think it's rained enough,it starts to pour.


i'm not thankful that i am working and i have to work for money!
i don't understand why some people think it's so great to have money..
oh yes,it's a great feeling after a month's hard work. but then,it's so sucky!
i wish that i was still schooling,the fact that i never regret. still,you get my glitch?
schooling is far more better from working. trust me and trust everything..
working is cool. but when the money runs out,it's so uncool. hahahaha!
i'm still trying to upgrade myself and taking courses and applying for schools.
yes,my advice is.. if you still schooling,treasure your place there. it's a keep! (:
ps: an advice i can use myself,huh? lolx!


My heart wants to explode telling you it loves you,
but I wont let it,I wont let it break again.



sigh. how can edward cullen be so repulsively sweet and gorgeous?
it is so bloody unfair. bloody bloody life. i know,it's so stupid right?
edward cullen is a fictional character but here i am,drolling and swooning over him.
but i just cannot help reading and reading all the books over & over again.
it makes me feel that edward cullen really exist. and that he's with me. *faints*
imagine that cold ice and his scent and the way he makes girls dazzle. *DIES*
i'm officially a freak. haaaaaaa!


somewhere deep inside your heart,
there's someone you're dying to forget & living to remember.


lovee;
effff.

yours truly;

Photobucket

madee's babygirl,
you can call me;eff.

reading,writing,screaming,heels,sun,rain,snow.
gossip girl,books,tweeting,procrastinating,love.

MADEE;


The say people come and go.
But the truth is, no one really disappears from your life.
People never really leave, their roles just change.


effcullenbass.



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dearests;

Atika♥ AyuMe♥ Asmidah♥
Attica♥ Anisz Adam
Ana Ayie Aqila
Amirah Ayeen♥

Basitah* Blink2*

CHINONET♥

Didi dee bontot♥ DiyanaH*

EishaSyg♥ Eha♥ Eika*
Eeqa* Emira♥ Efaah♥
Enilda Eyscha EENA♥
Elyn EEN♥

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farisha Fiza

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InaLaling♥ IqahLULUK♥ IJA
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Iysha* Iyliee♥ Irah

Jaja Jimmy♥ Jeraldine
Julee

Kynz Kathy

LAA'LAA♥ Liyana Linda
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MsFitOt Minah♥ Minnie♥
Marina Maria♥ Mai
Myza

niNie♥ Nazhira♥ Nudity Nux*
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Qiqi QiQi♥

Rabbit♥ Raz♥

Sarah SabbY Shaheila
Sheryl♥ Sheena♥ Shaminah
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vanoraa

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hear it.


yesteryears;