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Memories were fine,couldn't touch them
smell them,or hold them.
never same as the moment had been,
and they fade with time.
and if,time stays still.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 2:01 PM

One of the worst feelings in the world is having to,
doubt something you thought was unquestionable.


wednesday,wednesday. and i am so feeling out of the blue today.
don't feel like doing anything except hog on the computer or reading books.
even the boy's texts to me just went down the deleted items folder. *shrugs*
nah,nothing he did though. it's just me,poor old me. i wonder why eh? sigh.


i just am not looking forward to december or the new year..
it may sounds nice and all to look forward to a new year and schits.
but,don't you think that time seems too fast for all of us to cope with?
it's like,life's moving forward so fast and i just couldn't get grasp of the time.
and everything's changing. friends come and go. that's life,huh?
if that is life,then i don't really know where am i right now.


it's funny because when you do something right, no one remembers.
but when you do something wrong, no one forgets.


since someone suggested that i list the novels that i have,
so here goes nothing. for you,sweets. in randomly order..
  • A thousand splendid suns- Khaled Hosseini.
  • Somewhere in between- Ruth Gilligan.
  • Lessons in heartbreak- Cathy Kelly.
  • Overheard in a dream- Torey Haden.
  • Wuthering heights- Emily Bronte.
  • Keeping faith- Jodi Piccoult.
  • Change of heart- Jodi Piccoult.
  • Blue Eyed Devil- Lisa Kleypas.
  • Thanks For the Memories- Cecilia Ahern.
  • Remember Me? - Sophie Kinsella.
  • Still thinking of you- Adele Parks.
  • Sophie's Kinsella's Shopaholic series books.
  • Something Blue- Emily Giffin.
  • Love the one you're with- Emily Giffin.
  • Stephenie Meyer's series- Stephenie Meyer.
  • Dedication- Emma McLaughlin and Nicola Kraus.
  • Sex and the city- Candace Bushnell.
  • One fifth Avenue- Candace Bushnell.
  • House of night Series- Pc Cast & Kristin Cast.
  • Chasing harry winston- Lauren Weisberger.
  • Queen of Babble gets hitched- Meg Cabot.
  • Will you be there? - Guillaume Musso.
  • The last summer of me and you- Ann Brashares.
  • The time traveller's wife - Audrey Niffenegger.
  • Someone like you- Sarah Dessen.
  • 4 EROTIC NOVELS. (HAHAHAHAHA!)
  • My Best Friend's Girl- Dorothy Koomson.
  • P.s. I Love you- Cecilia Ahern.
plus a lot lot more novels. that's just A FEW KAY? HAHA!
i know,i just cannot help it ah. me and books? anytime on kay! (:
and if you want to look at the reviews or the cover or whatever,
kindly just go to,www.amazon.com! thankksss eh.
hehehehehe. a true geek when it comes to novels. heeeee.


god. it's raining so heavily ah. time to sleep? yes?
it feels so nice and perfect to sleep right? ohkay,bye.
seriously. a perfect time. thanks,god almighty.


sometimes it feels as though the past is holding me back.
i can feel it tugging upon my arms, as i pull away.
i'm trying to forget everything about it,
and more and more everyday i notice how it's impossible.
you can't forget and leave what your past was.
the only memories that fade are the good ones.


lovee;
efff.

yours truly;

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madee's babygirl,
you can call me;eff.

reading,writing,screaming,heels,sun,rain,snow.
gossip girl,books,tweeting,procrastinating,love.

MADEE;


The say people come and go.
But the truth is, no one really disappears from your life.
People never really leave, their roles just change.


effcullenbass.



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