don't speak.
Sunday, November 23, 2008 11:44 PM
I remember one morning getting up at dawn,
there was such a sense of possibility. You know that feeling?
And I remember thinking to myself, so, this is the beginning of happiness.
This is where it starts. And of course there will always be more.
It never occurred to me it wasn't the beginning. It was happiness.
It was the moment. Right then.
sunday,is sometimes a day which i always dread. not say always,but often..
the ending of sunday is the meaning of a new week coming soon. new things,blah blah.
but it's not fair,you know?? it's like this,and thennn. that. but you won't get it anyway..
but whatever it is,today sunday is a very irritating sunday.. argh. no explanations needed.
tomorrow is finally,a rest day.. after feels that it was so long ago that i rested. haa,right.
i think i may be overwork or that work has conquer almost half of my live,already..
not that it ever has... but i miss working with kaki gerek. that's the best about working part time.
REAL work is stressful enough as it is,you have to deal with the politics the later part..
god. i miss them,i miss pizzahut. i miss bloody a lot of effing people,thanks to the years. fuck.
i am like so bloody depressed right now ah. thanks!
Each night it seems like there is always something missing,
Everything that I do it always seems like there was something missing,
when I suddenly saw your picture I realized,
it was you all along that was missing cause you weren't right beside me.
right now,i am really feeling that something is not right with me.
not even a little tinge of anything. just bloody bloody depressed with myself.
i am obsessing over edward cullen too much,hearing chuck's sexy bass voice on me,ahhhh.
god. imagine that sexy husky voice whispering into my ear andddd.......................fuhhh!
and imagining cristiano's bod. oh for the love of god,sexy like hell. plus hearing taufik's voice...
talking about taufik batisah,give me one of your voice dosages,sooonnn! (((:
"i'm sorry baby,that i miss your performace,today!! make up to you soon.."
and no worries sweetheart,i will surely buy your album no doubt kay? HEHEHEHE! xoxo.
what i really fucking need right now is some ample rest and a non-disturbing sleep...
from what i see,i think i can achieve that,like in a fucking minute.
so that abruptly ends this fucking whining of mine in blogspot. goodnight,you all.
I still imagine your touch.
It’s beautiful, missing something that much.
lovee;
efff.
I remember one morning getting up at dawn, 
