timeless.
Sunday, November 9, 2008 9:28 PM
Sometimes it takes hitting rock bottom and hurting the ones you love,
to realize what you have become is not what you planned,
and who you are is not who you like.
and so,i haven't been updating aren't it? god,yes eff. screw you. HAHA!
oh wells. here i am now. just for the benefit of your doubt. life's been good.
but wait,has life always been that good? no,not always have... a ning nang here & there.
life's always like that. it's never never fair! but what we have to do? appreciate life...
how unfair and cruel life is,at least you got a life.
kay. what am i blabbing about nonsense for? right,because now.. sick in the head!
apparently,it's a sunday and the boy had just went off back to camp just now. )):
i had a full sunday with him and i am still missing him so bad! pfffttttt.
well,let's countdown again to friday,shall we? it seem so long. but,nah uh. no,actually.
before i get any little worst or even crankier or whatever wanker,i better hush.
I may not have gone where I intended to go,
but I think I have ended up where I needed to be.
dear boy,love of my life..
i know,the sunday may seem short for you and me. time's always short.
but despite the dispute we had earlier in the middle,today was just splendid..
thank you for having faith in me when i don't even have a tiny in myself.
thank you for bringing me up,thank you for your endless encouragement towards me.
and mostly,never giving up on me even when i wanted to give up on us and you.
i have endless flaws that even counting seemed to be much,still you overlook my flaws..
you make it as something less than that,and make me more,a better person.
for one and all,i just wanna thank you. thank you,sayang. i love you.
and more than words itself,life has never seem clearer than this,with you.
lovee;
efff.
Sometimes it takes hitting rock bottom and hurting the ones you love,
dear boy,love of my life.. 
