before we say goodbye.

as now & then..

Wednesday, December 17, 2008 11:10 PM

you only find a few people in this world,
a few people who will tell you they love you and actually mean it with all their heart.
don't forget those people who stood by you through it all,
the special few that were there for you until the end.

today was a very,very bad day.. don't even know what's wrong with me.
i hate it when i feel so out of place,out of the mind and out of everything.
i thought i knew,but little did i know. fuck it. fuck every single thing ah..
i hate being treat like this,hate being in this stupid shit again & again.

but then,on a brighter note,the boy did managed to cheer me up.
well,what can i say? he's the one who knows me inside and outside..
even how an idiot he can be,he's the one who stands by me throughout.
boy,tell me now.. how can i not love you?

so we fall for stupid boys, we make lots of dumb mistakes.
we act really stupid, talk really fast and laugh really loud.
but us teenage girls, we're really good at one thing,staying strong.

and meet my new baby!!!!!

i call her,nico! heeeee. yes,yes. i labeled her as a she,because she's pretty!
the boy surprised me with this baby,today.. just now when he met me after work.
he said it's a late belated anniversary present from him. awww,sweet of him!
he knows how much i wanted a dslr.. but instead,i got a dslr alike. it's good enough kay!
dear god. i shall keep this baby safe,pretty and very safe in my hands.
thank you,dear love of my life! i love you...

and tomorrow,i shall test this baby at work.. see how she goes.
it's 10.1 megapixels....!!!! i am so happy until i am still grinning from now!!
heeee. that's how happy i am after an unexplainable bad day. =)

don't ever let anyone tell you that you can't do something,
especially yourself. if you tell yourself that you can't do it,
you never will be able to. but as long as you, in your heart,
believe that anything is possible, your boundaries are endless.

lovee;
efff.