clearly,it wasn't stated.
Wednesday, December 3, 2008 10:49 PM
The thing about addiction is, it never ends well.
Because eventually, whatever it is that was getting us high,
stops feeling good, and starts to hurt.
Still, they say you don't kick the habit until you hit rock bottom.
But how do you know when you are there?
Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes,
letting it go hurts even worse.
well,you know when you are off at a bad start? i think,mine's the worst.
first few days of december and i am feeling like hell and off the ground.
i hate this feeling,i hate i hate i hate hate hate. right,i know you got it.
but despite that,watching gossip girls just now after awaiting is very orgasmic!!
& now,waiting for episode 13!!!!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!! yay.
the only one that would cheer me up is gossip girls & chuck bass & them. (:
and the thing that hit me hard just now was,when the baby boy said this...
"effah,jangan marah abang lah.. effah kan sayang abang.."
it hit me hard and it got me thinking. tears won't stop streaming...
how can a little boy understands adult affairs? how can he,even figures it out?
see? the wonders of children... though i hate kids. haha. they are my worst nightmare.
but the baby boy,nightmare as he is.. he's my one and only.
what if i said you never mattered, that i never lost a moment of sleep.
what if i crushed all your dreams, broke all the promises i swore to keep.
tell me how your life would be if i did to you what you did to me?
lovee;
efff.
The thing about addiction is, it never ends well.
