in dire need of you.
Sunday, December 7, 2008 5:47 PM
relationships are like glass.
sometimes it's better to leave them broken than hurting yourself,
by trying to put it back together.
why,hello. guess i'm here,ain't i? time for a quickie update.
because despite yours truly being real sick and is on mc today,
she has the urge to rant,rant and fucking rant my guts out.
well,not literally many things to rant. some are to myself,precisely!
it's safer that way,would it right? (:
so i guess,this is going to be a pretty much boring update. not much,eh?
because yours truly life is getting plain boring with work & more work!
speaking of workaholic,eh? oh wells,that's just plain old me with work...
nak save duit lah eh.. nak kahwin okay. hehehehehe. macam paham.
relationships are worth fighting for,
but not if you're the only one fighting.
you,i think it's time we sort things out. well,how?
you keep avoiding me,my questions,even my answers..
well,i know you got a girlfriend and you don't want to fight with him..
but can i just get a real answer,next time i see you?
because it's no use if we keep running in circles.
remember that,mrgreenviceroy. i still miss you,you know.
and one day,i shall remember all that times that were meant to be..
because right now,i am remembering & trying to relive it.
but it's no use. why? cos the times are gone and you all are gone.
it seems so far fetched and so yesterdays. i hate that part.
she's been hurt many times before this,
you'd think it would be routine by now.
you'd think she wouldn't let this get to her,
but the truth is, she trusted you.
lovee;
efff.