before we say goodbye.

then you say..

Sunday, December 14, 2008 10:54 PM

i was born to be stubborn, to be a little bitchy and to push people,
to push myself. i was taught never to take life for granted,
to live a little, to love with everything i had.
to never give up, to believe in myself,
but most of all, fight for myself.

and today's sunday was the most happiest sunday of my life.
well,i was working. that's part of a happiness though it was hectic..
people all looking for christmas presents. wrap here & there. tsssk.
and the shortage of manpower,makes us rush here,there & everywhere..
oh well. happy,happy still! =)

dreams are irritating at certain parts and it can be bloody confusing.
sigh. if only dreams could tell us what and why and when.. wouldn't it be perfect?
i dreamt of you. you,the one whom i thought i pushed away & have forgotten.
you,my first love. you,the one whom i took a year & a half to forget..
you,the one whom i first fall in love during those school days.
so,why now? when i decided that nothing could distract me from him.
no,not again. it's been 6 years,you. 6 years. so much have happened.

and i finally realized what life is really about,
it's holding on when your heart's had enough.
it's giving more when you feel like giving up.

and since i was tagged by dear yanie yang jambu sekali...
so here goes nothing..

FIRST:

the person who tag you? yaniee jambu.
your relationship with him/her? blogmates. (:
your five impressions of her? sweet,jambu,alluring,pretty & gorgeous!!
the most memorable he/she said to you? eh,wait. i don't remember! lol.
if he/she become your enemy,you will? eh,no enemies with her,please!!
what is it you would like to tell her? yaniee,stay jambuu always!!!
your overall impression of her? she's a sweet person,very gorgeous & nice.. (:

how do you think people around you,feel about you? well,ask them kay?
the character you love in yourself? my care and my time towards others. chey!
the most ideal person you want to be with? the one who would always love me,
through thick & thin. loves me for myself and be true & sincere..
on the contrary,the characters you hate about yourself? my low self-esteem,
and the way i easily give up.

SECOND.
rules & regulations.

take a recent picture of yourself..
don't change your clothes,don't fix your hair,just take a picture.
post that picture with NO EDITING.
tag 7 people to do this..
NO TAG BACKS! =)

okay ah. cheat abit kay? these was a week back. but still,no edits kay!
it's all au natural. chey,mane nye natural je ah. lazy to take picture now ah.
what more to upload again and blah blah blah. you get it,eh? HAHAHAHA!
kay best. any 7 can do! (:
TWILIGHT TOMORROW! xoxo.

and before i forgot....

happy 29th,dear boy,love of my life...
it's been you all along regardless of what i may have said & done.
you,the one who has been with me through the hurdles of this relationship.
you,the one who only knows me well,inside and out.
because life's funny like that,we managed to go through it again & again.
i love you,babe. always have love you,no matter what you do...

do what makes you happy, because in the end,
you're the only one who's guaranteed to be there.

lovee;
efff.