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Memories were fine,couldn't touch them
smell them,or hold them.
never same as the moment had been,
and they fade with time.
and after all?
Friday, January 9, 2009 10:53 PM

I can't be bothered to miss you anymore.
Month twelve, day thirty-one and hour twenty-four.
I used to think if I missed you hard enough you'd come back for sure.
I can't be bothered now to miss you anymore.
It's not like I don't have tears to cry. Such memories, so little time.
This box of photographs to go through one by one.
There's just so much work to get done.


it's already friday?! and already january the 9th?! tssssk!
sigh. sigh sigh sigh! i don't know why the fuck am i sighing,actually.
guess because of the time? or because i have to go to a new store for 2 weeks?!
oh wells,whatever it is,i am shagged. i am tired. really. )):
and the aftermath of that? keep eating non-stop. full stop.


i bought this dress on impulse at zara,during break just now.
well,not an impulse.. because,i TOTALLY dig it! i felt in love with it.
i set my eyes on it,and BOOM! it SPELLS ME! lo-fucking l ahh! HAHA!
and it's worth though now,my bank account is almost kering!!
but but but,the actual price of the dress was $89.90! now,$39.90!!
it was a steal,yes! i tried it on when i got home & i was,HAPPY! =))
happy happy gegerl! (:


You love me when you want to and you find reasons to fight.
Another lame excuse to keep the devil on your side.
Trying hard to hide those scares that I've already seen.
Your beat up heart's not the only thing that's keeping you from me.


tomorrow,is another the last day to work before my another off day!
and monday,sigh! to a new store at suntec. not a new store nor staffs.
i know,ALMOST all the staff but i don't usually work there what!
but never minddds,all the best to me lah hor! at least there's is!!!! (:


and ADHAM!!! stop reminding me to exercise!!! I KNOW!!
HAHAHAHA! yes,i USED to be the fifa 2000! but god,how many years now?
damn. lost all the abilities altogether already! lol lol!
god. those were the glory days! hahahahaha. but thanks eh!
don't worry,i'll remind myself to exercise,SOON! LOL! ((:


I'll never forget how he used to be, but I'm better off living with memories.
I know that it's gonna hurt,but I don't think it gets any worse.

yours truly;

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madee's babygirl,
you can call me;eff.

reading,writing,screaming,heels,sun,rain,snow.
gossip girl,books,tweeting,procrastinating,love.

MADEE;


The say people come and go.
But the truth is, no one really disappears from your life.
People never really leave, their roles just change.


effcullenbass.



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yesteryears;