constantly reminiscing.
Monday, January 19, 2009 11:41 PM
Maybe she's a little scared to get close,
to anyone because everyone who ever,
said " I’ll always be there " left.
it's now 12 am and already a tuesday & am still with make-up on.
suppose to blog eons ago,not? i think,30 minutes ago but stopped.
i don't know why in the world i do that? fuck lah.
i don't even fucking know what am i talking about! why am i groggy?
i am sleepy,i am going to bath.
i swore. well,not swore. actually,promised myself to not eat after 8.
but the thoughts of disappointing my mother & making her nag,
after she has cooked,of which i never eat,just irks me.
all i want is,i don't want her to nag. no,no,no. hate it!
so,i just ate loh. i know. i ate it with a heavy heart. ape cakap?!
macam paham ah. bodo. babi. hahahahaha!
Every scar you have,tells a story.
The times when you fell off your bike,
the time when you scraped your arm while climbing that tree,
or the time when he broke your heart.
i think my mission tomorrow,to exercise will go down the drain.
i am so fucking tired,don't even know why. le sigh ah.
but,i hope. am crossing my fingers,that i would be extra rajin!!
i need to exercise. even though,it's only skipping! har de har.
skipping? i used to be a champion at skipping! performance lagi!
now? ask me do skipping,30 counts pengsan at the floor. HAAA!
i shall skip. i shall exercise. i shall bath.
i shall now,take my leave before i do any more damage.
so bye people of the world.
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just rude.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,
and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.
I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others;
they are more screwed up than you think.
I've learned that the people you care most about in life,
are taken from you too soon,
and all the less important ones just never go away.
Maybe she's a little scared to get close,
