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Memories were fine,couldn't touch them
smell them,or hold them.
never same as the moment had been,
and they fade with time.
creating a start.
Monday, January 5, 2009 5:42 PM

I've seen enough now to know that beautiful things,
don't always stay that way.


it's already the 5th january. the first month of the year.
well,click clack. blink blink,it will end soon. trust me on this.
so far,the first few days of the new year,has been good.
nothing has been keeping me depressed,well except for work.
the stress,the whatnot of expectations that we all have & blah blah.
sheeesh.


i think,i'm about to broke on one of the resolutions this year.
that is,to visit the gym more. so,where's that heading to?
oh wells,it's too early to say. haaaa! well,we'll all see about that kay?
sometimes,i do miss the past. but i know,the past is the past.
the past is just another phase of one's life,to be able to move forward.
the past is just another past. oh,the cliche of it.


well,here are pictures from new year's eve..
for all of you to feast your eyes on! (:
sorry hor,no pictures of the fireworks. busy video-ing it.
but nevertheless,it's gorgeous. a gorgeous beginning to 2009.
but the aftermath of it,not so gorgeous. HAHA!
































i know. stop reminding me of the excess fats & how plump looking i am.
yes,been happy and been munching non-stop. so,stop it. hahaha.
the boy has been feeding me well,been well taken care of...better than i deserve!
well,twenty-oh nine is just another new beginning for me & the boy.
insyallah,more years to come until we both are ready for the next step. *kening naik2*
well,we will all grow up to see about that,huh? talking about growing up..
hitting the big twenty,this year. there,ends my teenage hood. saddening,though.


more stress coming up for me at work. expectations are high,i guess.
no more idling and diddling and delay daley. eff,time to buck up!
move up to the next step and be prepare for the real world..
as if this is all not real enough! tsssk. and real world,my friends,is a challenge.
challenge to stay the best,be the best and fight among the best.


In life we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret,
an unreachable dream and an unforgettable love.

yours truly;

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madee's babygirl,
you can call me;eff.

reading,writing,screaming,heels,sun,rain,snow.
gossip girl,books,tweeting,procrastinating,love.

MADEE;


The say people come and go.
But the truth is, no one really disappears from your life.
People never really leave, their roles just change.


effcullenbass.



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hear it.


yesteryears;