a glance.
Sunday, January 18, 2009 12:59 PM
"I feel like I've tried for so long to be happy,
and the more I try, the more that goal slips from my reach.
It's almost like quicksand where the more you struggle,
the more submerged you become. I've given up on everything.
Nothing matters to me anymore. Especially myself.
The part of my life that matters least to me is myself.
Because I'm no one and I always have been."
it's a sunday and guess what? i am on bloody mc. hurrah!
lol. am i suppose or suppose not to be happy? tssk tssk.
bloody migraines is kicking in and it sure kicks the hell outta me...
but today,the boy promised a day with me. hahahaha!
i have always wanted to walk the bridge from near tanjong pagar,
all the way to mount faber.. you guys know the connecting bridges right?
oh wells,if you don't know what i am talking about,never mind. heeee!
but the walk is long and of course,it would be sunny and all perspiring..
but still,i would love to try! and,today! (((:
"I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt,
to lose something you never really had. "
today,i am taking my dear nico out for an outing to click,click!
it's been like ages since i last took photo,with her. lol. not?
she's been kept safely inside the camera bag,i think she's bored.
oh wells. you wouldn't be bored today baby.. i'm sure,darla. (:
edward cullen,chuck bass & cristiano ronaldo really cheered me up.
well,the whole of yesterday,i went to sleep dreaming of the hunks in my life!
hahahahahaha! and not forgetting,that sweet voice of my taufik batisah.. =)
sigh. *sigh dreamily* well eff,i guess it's time to snap back to reality.
a few more weeks,and it's the end of dear january. sigh.
I wait for the day when I forget who you are,
when the sound of your name is old and worn,
the days when I won't remember why I needed you so bad.
"I feel like I've tried for so long to be happy, 
