through whatever..
Thursday, January 8, 2009 1:18 PM
We spent most of our time talking about nothing,
but I just want to let you know that all of those nothings,
have meant so much more to me than so many somethings.
CHUCK BASS. is my sex. HAHAHAHA! hoootttttttttt heattttt,please?!
i watched the newest episode of season 2,last night and god. i cried.
cried like i was in the fucking movie loh! hahaha. damn dramatic abes!
i cannot help it ah. i'm an emotional fucker. some more,it concerns CHUCK!
hehehehehehe. dang,i cannot wait for the next episode!!!!!!! ugghh!
and i am happy that dan & serena are back together! but now,problems! ):
and chuck,my poor chuck bass. sigh. hahahaha! terbawak,bawak.. lol!
you know when it concerns something that i love or touched my heart?
like gossip girls & edward cullen and isabella swan? i can dream of it!
it's like,i live in their fiction world. but worst,when it comes to edward cullen!
it's confirmed,that i DREAM OF HIM EVERY SINGLE DAY OF FOREVER!
i can converse their conversations in my head. be it in the bus,while i'm eating.
it's like,it lived inside my heart and relive into my head. crazy,weird? tell me..
but it does always happens. smiling,squirming.. anything that concerns them.
i think,too much of fantasy? no? hahahaha.
mayonnaise, it's a lot like men.
it can make everything much better,adding flavor and ease to your life.
or, it can just be sticky and gross and make you nauseous.
and to someone i love very,very dearly....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EISHA SAYANG!!!!!
you have turned,another year older today. (:
i hope this year will bring you more joy & happiness..
and that everything will turn out just nice,for you.
i know life's been harsh as it is to all of us,but you taught me.
you taught me to not give in to life's setbacks & always look forward.
you told me to be strong for you,like how you'll be strong for me.
so love,be strong and be happy like how i see you last time?
put it all away and smile my favourite smile,kay? i'll see you soon.
i love you,always and forever. just remember. <3
and as requested by two lovely ladies of mine,
attica and eisha. here goes nothing... (:
Tagged by Eisha & Attica;
100 Facts About Me
FIRST THING'S FIRST.
1. Full name; Nureffah Rasiman.
2. Nicknames; effah,fah,eff.
3. Age; 20,this year.
4. Gender; Female
5. Where do you live; bukit panjang.
6. Relationship status; Attached.
7. Siblings; 1 brother, 2 sisters.
8. Pets; fishes? hahaha.
9. Screen name; eff.
APPEARANCE
11. Hair color; brown with higlights? chey!
12. Hair length; Shoulder
13. Eye color; never seen before! lol.
14. Height; 169cm.
15. Piercings; 2
16. Tattoos; none.
17. Shoe size; 8-9.
18. Jeans size; i am fat. so,go figure.
19. Make up; Revlon,loreal,mac.
20. Dye your hair; when i have moolahs. lol!
MY FAVOURITES
21. Food; food is my favourite of all! heeee.
22. Drink; anything,you go!
23. Color; pink,black,red,purple,yellow,blue... etc.
24. Store; a lot.
25. Kind of Alcohol; martini,no? hahaha.
26. Ice Cream Flavour; everything!!! ((:
27. Books; need i mention ALL? hahaha.
28. Season; winter! although,singapore doesn't.
29. Video Game; GRAND THEFT AUTO!
HAVE YOU EVER?
31. Smoked a ciggarette; hahahaha! well?
32. Done Any Drugs; prescibed by doctors,yes.
33. Gotten Drunk; literally wasted? yes. a long time ago.
34. Gone Skinny Dipping; not in singapore.
35. Bonged a beer; NO.
36. Had sex; well,have you?
37. Kissed the same sex; not that i remember! haha.
38. Done Anything Sexual With Same Sex; care to try?
39. Eaten Sushi; OF COURSE!
40. Broken A Bone; sadly,not yet.
DO YOU/ARE YOU?
41. Like your handwriting; no,actually.
42. Have any bad habits; tssk. who doesn't?
43. Hate yourself; sometimes,always and ahhh,yes.
44. Shy; i am a SHY PERSON! LOL!
45. Tolerant of others; sometimes.
46. Aggressive or Passive; both.
47. Have a Journal; sigh. of course.
48. Emotionally strong; sometimes,i failed.
49. Read the newspaper; at times.
50. Confident; not so.
VIEWS & BELIEFS
51. Is there a god; DUH!
52. Does he have a gender; we wouldn't know.
53. Do ghosts exist; Yes.
54. What about witches; vampires exist?! YES! HEHEHE!
55. Miracles; Yes!
56. What do you think of abortion; sad.
57. Premarital sex; well,you?
58. Life on other planets; mens are from mars,women are from venus. so,how?
59. Porn; somewhat,for sexy people,it's hot! HAHA!
60. Cosmetic Surgery; i don't need one,thank you. except,for BRACES! HAH!
CAN YOU?
61. Sing well; sing well enough to make it rain.
62. Play an instrument; guitar? yes,just strung it. HAHA!
63. Write well; considerably well,i suppose?
64. Skateboard; ahh,the times. way back when i was younger? yes.
65. Take a shot without a chaser; HUH?
66. Say the alphabets backwards; if i concentrate.
67. Snowboard; i would love to!
68. Juggle; not bozo the clown.
69. Split; no,not flexible.
70. Draw; hopeless. yes.
THE FUTURE
71. Plan on marriage; have a stable job with a promising pay,then yes.
72. Kids; 2. but the boy wants 5?! NAK MAMPOS!
73. And their names; edward cullen and isabella swan! HAHA!
74. Occupation; trying to think of it,right now.
75. Where do you want to live; somewhere peaceful without mak cik kepos.
76. Big or small; big.
77. Do you want to live near people; not MAK CIK2 JOO CHIAT,PLEASE!
78. Long driveway or short; longgggg,mmmmmmm. HAHAH!
79. Income; right now? acceptable. when i'm married? a promising one,i hope.
80. Cars; VOLVO! <3
THIS/THAT
81. Walmart/Target; uuuh?
82. Chocolate/Vanilla; chocolate.
83. Night/day; night. i am a vampire! HAHA!
84. Mcd/BK; MCD.
85. Cats/Dogs; cats.
86. Fruits/Veggies; both.
87. Pillows/Blankets; pillows!
88. Pepsi/Coke; Coke.
89. Alcohol/Weed; alco plus abit of weed. heee!
90. Reading/Writing; both. my pastime. (:
RANDOM
91. Biggest fear; losing my loved ones and god.
92. Compliment you get often; i'm a strong person. really?
93. What would you change about yourself right now; teeth & legs.
94. Regrets; not studying hard enough.
95. Gotten arrested; nah.
96. Are you ticklish; YES!!
97. Longest relationship; almost to 3 years,which is currently.
98. How much TV do you watch; sometimes.
99. What color is your bedroom; pink! haha.
100. Are you happy; contented,yes.
I TAG
1. anyone
2. who
3. is
4. free
5. to
6&7; do this.
We all can use a little hope sometimes, you know.
That feeling that everything is gonna be okay &
that there's gonna be someone there to help make sure of that.
We spent most of our time talking about nothing, 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EISHA SAYANG!!!!! 
